Quite long not having really
good me time, or too much me time that I couldn't spend with blogging recently.
I kept blogwalking, tho. Before doing some tic-tac on keyboard, let me think
about what should be written aside from overthinking matter? Why don't you
write about the excitement of this term, or this month? Because being
antimainstream is way too mainstream. talk to myself. Right, I wanna depict
what this term look likes, especially for the last two months of this term.
Full ups and downs. But more ups than downs.
So I got pretty severe accident on June which made me must skip two weeks of final test. Praise Lord, I don't have any fracture. Scorch covering face, hands and left foot, and I lost some part of my right ear but now it's grown back. Thanks for this surprise because I am now forever having phobia on blood and aversion to ride a motorcycle anymore. The good news? My instinct still work well you cannot deny it, that started from 3 or 4 days before the 'pop', I have smelled the bad thing surrounds me. Well, God's destiny.
2 days after getting out of the hospital, I started to work,, finishing my final paper for Introduction to International Relations 1. Freakin' me out! I still couldn't sit yet I felt the world whirling. Fine. I finally finished it an hour and half before the collection time. At that time, I thank to technology that made me able to sent my paper via bbm, yes that very popular blackberry messenger.
The next week, I had already start my own final exam weeks, by calling the lecturer first, with the dramatic text and sound so I hope they will appreciate me lol. Misunderstanding happened lots of time. And the drama still come off til the day when I got my transcript full of score. Because this is Indonesia, lecturer has the biggest sovereignty over God. hahaha. But sorry that's the fact.
The good things, ma'am?
Wait. After I
finished all the exam, I went home. Waiting for the final score, and found
troubles. Some of my score didn't appear while my friends has spread their
emotion after seeing their score. AND! For the first time in my life on
college, I got the really bad score I never expect before. Yes I should retake
the subject in next two or four terms more. Bad luck I was expecting to get
only two letters or the letters after it, but I got the lower of the letter
after two first letters. Baah! Oh I should remember, on the early of term, I
was so confident that for this special subject, students must take the summer
class to get better or even the best score. Suck the mind of the lecturer. The
blame is on me, I should take summer class next year maybe.
What will you feel if your task and test are complete and there's score each of it, but you got the worst score on the final score column? My heart beats faster than when I met with my crush. Oh, do I have any crush anyway? Pathetic. But the technology played on me it typed the wrong score, now I curse you back! Then I had 2 more scores left blank and so I called the lecturers and they said they will fixed it. But it had been a week my score didn't change until my random partner ask the academic about my score and she realized something wrong that she hasn't input my score from my lecturer. for God sake! One problem solved, one left. The letter was K, not means it's okay with me, but it means that I didn't join the class during the term. I think I am a good girl, even bad sometimes. But surprised! the morning I want to call the lecture to confirm all the weirdness, fortunately I open the campus site first, and saw that the K letter has changed to the best one. Aaaaaah feels like I wanna text I love you to my lecture~
