I Smile with the Full Moon :)

Last night, I was in a rush after the almost-final-practice to prepare the 8th Intern Concert this Monday. I was not running for something, except it's 11.30 p.m already and I always scare with night-thingy, alone. But then I came safely. Dropped last night didn't bring me down. Why? :) 

Last night was full moon. The sky was very clear. Arrived at boarding house, doing some cleaning service for  my self and meet my bed. Lying for some minutes and I got a message from  my old number. Oh, from my old relative. 

"Happy Birthday Chaaa. Semoga tambah yg baik2, berkurang yang buruk2. Selamat sukses :D" - Zaneta Cha

That message directly make me smile. 1st, I am so thankful because someone remember my birthday. 2nd, It was 11.44 which means the day didn't turn yet. Thank you anyway :D

I got a call from my long life bestfriend, Sita, in 2 early minutes of my day. Emm, it's my day right? :) She is my bestfriend since Junior High School. Many wishes she wished for me, and I just can smile and say Amiin. I hope all the wishes made will come true. A minute after I hang up, I got another call from one of my mate in  Choir team, Laura. It's funny how she kept saying that I will be a birthday girl when practicing. Thank you Laura, you've been succeeded to make my day. :)

I know he is busy and somewhere I don't know. But it was out of my expectation. Ekki called me last night and my laugh became so laughed because I am so happy that he could call me. He said, I should take some reflections of my life and dedicated all of my works for my life. He said, the best gift comes from your own self. He touched the bottom of my heart. Then I feel so blessed at that time. :)

My long-distance-bestfriend also chat and text me a happy birthday greeting. And at the time they chat and text me, my tears are willing to drop. Thank you my best, Timmy, Syida, and followed by my other sweethearts, even I just saw it in the morning after I wake up. I am so blessed living with bunch of good friends, good people. I wish I am as good as my good friend, too.

I got a lot of sweet picture from my friends. I smile everytime I watch them. Here they are.. :)

1st from Alkahvy, the picture consist of  Sajidah, Aziza, Alkahvy, Bunga, Ambi, Babas, and Azalia.
I love you too, guys. :')

2nd From my new mate, Haula. Creepy picture. Lovely meaning.

3rd From my best one, Azalia. Last month I made this one for her. :)

4th From Maudy, the one who first call me Jipha, and now it's become Jiphul on the picture, plus my old nick I remember from Rio, Jenong. -_-

5th From My Dear Seza, there are Pipit and Feryca on the picture, taken when we were on 12 grade. I MISS HER!

6th from Aziza. So lovely! :')

I didn't feel that I am walking on the edge of being teenager. At the last days of 18th y.o, I am busy with Concert stuffs, and mid-term tests. I was born in a hectic month, April. Yes I know. In the middle of practicing, dad called me, but I didn't answer. Then I called him back, and I got a sweet greeting from my best of the best people in the world, mom and dad. And I got the chance to ask everything, and I ask many things. hehehe B) But to be honest, I just want them to be here now, or I could go back home soon. I do miss them. :')

One of my sweet moment was blowing up the candle in the Choir's Secretariat Office. Only 3 candles, no tart, but there are some friends and seniors that singing a Happy Birthday song for me. So simple, but I am happy O:) Another cute moment was, Laura hold my hand and asked anyone there to say Happy Birthday and make a wish for me. My two conductors, kang Nugi and kang Yoga were there, too. And at that time, I wanna cry :')

I have so many wishes that I want to workout  to make it true. My short-time wish is for the success of first concert this Monday, Beyond Harmony. There's no best wishes except a hope for being a better one day by day. I love today because I have many greetings and many words: I love you or We love you from my friends. This is one of my reasons of being blessed. Their existence. The meaning of friends in my life is so big and deep. Thank you for all the wishes, via text, message, Line, twitter, facebook, phone, and direct greeting. It's so priceless for me. My birthday would not be so happy like this if there's no wishes made for  towards life. Is it a long-long-long-superlong post? Yes. But I wanna share every single happiness of being a birthday girl, because I am the Happiest Birthday Girl! My birthday featured in one of my bestfriend's blog. Go check it, because it made me happy so happy: Buat Zhifa ^^ 

I thank God for everything that I've reached this 19 years of my life

I am so grateful having a wonderful 19 years

I will not be like this without the work of God, the love from family, the togetherness of friendship

I might be unperfect, but I have my perfect life

With everything I have, the dreams I dreamed, the friends surround me, and my family

My life is not an easy one, but I have amazingly passed the first 19 years of my life

Many years to go, many years left behind

The mistakes I made, the lesson I should take

The more I include in life's problems, the more I got strong

But I will not that strong, if there is no You, you, and you ♥. :)

p.s: I thank God for the most beautiful first gift I have this year, the full moon! It is so beautiful, so beautiful, so I wish I could be like the moon. Even it's actually has bad preferance, but it can be a beautiful one, although only at night. Moon is awesome. Alhamdulillah, I am 19 now. :)

Time to Sing (Again)

This will be my first concert. Beyond Harmony is the 8th Intern Concert held by UNPAD Choir. This is an annual event. The singers consist of the two youngest batches of the choir. This year, it's gonna be my batch and 2011 batch. We will have 4 sessions to go: Classic, International Folksong, Pop, and Indonesian Folksong. We have around 4-5 songs each session. The conductor will be different, too.

For you whom interest to watch choral concert, or curious about UNPAD Choir, should come! The ticket is only Rp 20.000 for Student seat, Rp 35.000 for Regular seat, and Rp 50.000 for VIP seat. You can get it by contact me or contact the contact person mentioned on the picture. 

It will be a fabulous concert to see, because you might have known some of the songs we'll sing on, of course with the choral version. Hmm... sounds interesting,right? So don't be hesitate to come and watch us. Be hurry because there's some tickets left! ^^

-What We are About to Sing is Very Songful-

It will be one of my precious birthday gift.

It will be more than precious one if my parents and my E could come. :')

A Part of Life

A bestfriend of mine some days ago shared something surprising. It is about what Oprah Winfrey said about men. Perhaps it's only an opinion from an adult woman to men related to her life and experiences. Her life may be different with yours, but it's never be a wrong choice to listen what people think, and take a lesson from it. :)

"If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.

Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends". A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.

Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who have a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of friends separate from his. Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up. Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later.

You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within. Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are. Even if he has has more education or in a better job. Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less.

Never let a man define who you are. Never borrow someone else's man. If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you. A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you. All men are NOT dogs.

You should not be the one doing all the bending... Compromise is two way street. You need time to heal between relationships. There is nothing cute about baggage... Deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship. You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you. A relationship consists of two WHOLE

individuals. Look for someone complimentary...not supplementary.

Dating is fun... Even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right. Make him miss you sometimes... When a man always know where you are, and you're always readily available to him ~ he takes it for granted. Never move into his mother's house. Never co-sign for a man. Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need. Keep him in your radar but get to know others.

Scared of being alone is what makes a lot of women stay in relationships that are abusive or hurtful: Dr. Phil says... You should know that: You're the best thing that could ever happen to anyone and if a man mistreats you, he'll miss out on a good thing. If he was attracted to you in the 1st place, just know that he's not the only one. They're all watching you, so you have a lot of choices. Make the right one. Ladies take care of your own hearts...."

People can't live by himself alone. Live together, accept and respect diversity, spread lovely environment.

Don't put yourself aside, love yourself as you want to be loved as yourself.